I don’t want to live like this

For a man is small and I’m even smaller

I don’t want to be played

I’m not in search for some small things

Yet I keep on pushing

And clinging

And waiting

And clinging

And waiting

And clinging

I wish the burden was off

That there was someone to share it with

But when my ugly insides sometimes spill out

Even the most magical promises run away

And hide

Hide like they never were there

Hide and leave me confused

Of whatever happend

Was it even true

Maybe I dreamt it

It was the sweetest dream

Hybernated

Numb

And completely forgotten